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i can’t live with this “just getting by” attitude anymore yo… I’ve been thru too much, and have too much grace (yall call it talent) for me to be stuck in a repetitive loop in life. I know that being down and out is not God’s will for me yo. But for some reason I’ve accepted it. Like it’s my lot in life. Naw… Not anymore, I can’t do it. I’d rather not live at all then live a defeated life. Things have got to change for me, things have to work out in my favor. I won’t live a losers life. I can’t.